How can I constantly be around people and still feel this lonely? I’m with people I love probably 16 hours a day. Yet I always feel awful and alone. Meh.
Things are going better id say. I’m still really struggling with food. But I am trying super super hard. Today’s been good so far! I had a fiber one bar, 3 sausage links, and some PB and milk for breakfast. Lunch was a cup of turkey chili and some raw veggies. Whole grain English muffin for a snack. Onto dinner and maybe another study snack later. I’m on my period and feel kinda poopy and super bloated. I need to drink a lot of water and green tea! Also haven’t worked out lately because of finals. I have 5 between today and next Thursday. Anyway, today’s been good and will continue to be that way! Saw my boy today and he’s happy and cute and I’m happy. Always lookin up.
- went to my bffs bday party with my boy, got too drunk and subsequently got really sick, like puked on myself and my boy had to take care of me and he did and he’s so sweet (embarrassed)
- he met my parents today, it went pretty smooth
- I am hungover and nauseous and miserable
wow ok easter weekend is gonna b a struggle
sidenote: goin to my best friends birthday party tonight and takin’ my boo :) i’m glad he’s coming along!
rly chatty in class plz be my friend
I smoked a lot of weed yesterday. Ate pizza. Didn’t work out. Welp.
so my boyf wants to meet my parents…. ooOooOoOoOOOooo